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Monday, April 7th, 2003

Time:7:11 pm.
hidden by your light
in the shadow I reside
giving to you
all that I have
to make your dreams come true
your crystalline angel stands
beside you evermore
content to be invisible
your happiness is my reward
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Time:7:07 pm.
I stand before you
ready to give
everything I am
it may not seem
like a lot to you
but I am so much more

more then skin
more then bone
more then the remains
of a bruised and battered soul

more then a face
more then a name
more then you know
resides deep inside of me

so come a little closer
look a little more
I'll give you in return
myself, my love, and more
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Tuesday, April 1st, 2003

Time:9:34 pm.
I would run
across burning desert sands
swim the deepest oceans
just to hold your hand

I would cry you a river
full of a thousand tears
just to prove your touch
is all I'll ever need

and I would sacrifice
everything that I have
to have you by my side

Hold me close my love
and stay the night with me
for I would wait an eternity
to hear you whisper:
"you're everything I need"
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Monday, March 31st, 2003

Time:7:05 pm.
Did you feel that?
it took me by suprise
an electric spark
a kindled flame
that could burn a thousand fires
Did you feel it too?
when I looked into your eyes?
a magnetic force
so poweful
it may never let me go
Please tell me that you felt it too
that I haven't been decieved
that what I felt
and what I feel
is more then just a dream
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Friday, March 28th, 2003

Time:12:24 am.
I just wanted to let everyone know that I haven't forgotten about this journal. I'm working on some new stuff but seem to have a nasty case of writer's block. This isn't exactly stuff you can just force out heh. Hopefully it will cure itself soon and I can go back to writing again.
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Tuesday, February 25th, 2003

Time:8:06 pm.
I don't think you understand
I don't think you know
what you've done for me
or how you make me feel
you came into my life
a light in the dark
stopped the downpouring rain
and rolled back the clouds
showed me the sun
the moon
and the stars
awakened my soul
and made me feel real
but you never understood
turned and left without a word
never gave a second glance
I never had a fighting chance
and now I'm left
right where I was
lost in my thoughts of you
and you will go on
and you won't understand
because you never knew...
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Time:7:45 pm.
5...
I can't believe
it's come to this
5 seconds
5 moments of time
once last chance to get it right

4...
the silence so loud
I can't even hear my screams
looking back
upon happier times
it all seems like one big dream

3...
How did it come to this?
What was it?
What did I do?
maybe it was something
that I never did
I guess now I'll never know

2...
I'm so sorry
sorry for things
I could never say
sorry I didn't have the strength
to love you
like you loved me

1...
One more second
one moment in time
my last chance to get it right
one last thought
...one last chance...

0...
How did it come to this?
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Time:7:38 pm.
Time
keeps marching
ever onward
ever forward
toward the future
horizon looming large
but here I lie
comatose
frozen
blood runs cold
dreams clouding visions
of a once brilliant mind
now tangled
cobwebs of idle thoughts
slow heartbeats
barely breathing
watch the world pass by
when will I wake?
when will I become alive?
bring me to reality
lift me up
and let me fly away
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Friday, February 21st, 2003

Time:10:11 pm.
Moonlight shines
upon the cold grey stone
marking where you lay
beneath the fading trees
of a forest once ageless
the others have gone
to places still beautiful
where the sun still shines
upon amber-colored leaves
But here I will remain
All the ages of the earth
Listening as the cold wind
carries your voice
upon its wings
your face haunting my dreams
your name upon my lips
until my last breath
my guardian
my angel
my love
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Subject:How did you do it?
Time:9:59 pm.
My knees, they're weak
(I'm usually so strong)
My palms are sweaty
(is it hot in here?)
My voice shakes
(the words just won't come out)
Can you tell I'm nervous?
(Can you see the way I feel?)
You look into my eyes
(And see into my core)
How did you do it?
(How'd you find my soul?)
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Wednesday, February 12th, 2003

Subject:Tonight
Time:12:21 am.
Follow me into the night
Promise that I'll treat you right
Euphoria flows in again
Can't you feel it
Inside your veins
Free your mind
Just let it flow
Now the rhythm's taking hold
Raise your hands
Take to flight
Surrender yourself unto the lights
Feel the energy
As it surrounds
Ain't nothing gonna bring you down
'Cause tonight you're gonna fly away
Into the dawn
Of a beautiful day
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Tuesday, February 11th, 2003

Subject:Little Miss Mary
Time:12:21 am.
Little Miss Mary
All dressed in white
An innocent child
with such hope for life
views the world
through rose-colored eyes
Surrounds herself with fairy tales
Fantasy
And Lies

Little Miss Mary
now dressed in blue
tries to mend the pieces
of a world that came unglued
A violent storm rages
inside a thin, silent frame
and she cannot stop her tears
they fall like morning rain

Little Miss Mary
Dressed herself in red
Brushed the cold hard steel
against her pale, white skin
crimson tears streamed
from ruby-rimmed eyes
and just like a child
she numbed her mind with lies

Little Miss Mary
now wears a dress of black
she has run away
and she's never coming back
a sliver of a smile
her eyes they now are dry
for little miss mary
she has no more tears to cry
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Monday, February 10th, 2003

Subject:Something short to start things off
Time:7:56 pm.
Black wings spread
She'll rise to meet the moon
Dance with her
upon silver stars
for morning comes too soon

Fighting impending dawn
Lie on silver moonbeams
In her arms
Mistress of the night
Composer of your dreams
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Sunday, October 20th, 2002

Subject:Come with me and dance upon the moonlight...
Time:12:32 am.
Mood: artistic.
Welcome one, welcome all.

I'm not sure how often this will be updated, everything depends on how much free time I have to write. That plus a lot of times I wish to write but I can't seem to make anything come out right. I'm a bit of a perfectionist. Hopefully with this journal I'll just be able to post whatever comes to mind without fear of ridicule.
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